this was wad was deleted previously.

i admit im not very good at maintaining frenships since i was young.

(i had so much in my mind,but now it's blank)

道不同不相为盟，do things really work that way?
i know i can't please everyone.
but everything i do seem to hurt my loved ones more and more.

i've tried running,but i end up running back.
i've tried to to reason with myself,but end up being unreasonable.
there's no reason for me to treat anyone that way because im being treated in a particular way.
there's no reason for me to hide.
but sometimes i really wonder wad's wrong with me.
(my add-ons today!)
but nvm!i feeling more positive now at stuff.
i was just silly i guess.
i know i can do it.
valerie can do it!
she will try her very best to make things right again.
even if it's not the same but still hopefully it'll be better(:
for now it's studying for exams!
may the mood in the air become lighter and more qing song!=D

just want to say it to someone who made my life alot happier nowadays:

thanks for everything!thanks for listening to me and encouraging me.and for standing by me when all things go wrong.thanks for that offline msg ytd night!it really made my day(: thanks for the "valuable advice" that u gave for something=P thanks for every single thing u've done to make me not want to give up.thanks for everything really.love you E!<3

and thank you too!


under His wings....

+ val-* @ 12:13 AM

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