i think i got my focus all wrong this sem.
papers that need to study harder for,i didnt.
papers that didnt need to study that hard for,i did.
haiya.
at least it's going to be all over.
tmr=D
when pharm prac ended,i just felt a wave of tiredness overwhelming me.
not sure to study now and wake up late tmr or slp now and wake up early tmr.
study now,prob too tired.
wake up early tmr,5pm GG.
think i'll have to study now then.haha
ciao!
+ val-* @ 11:59 PM
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
+ val-* @ 4:10 PM
haha i was watching one last lsm webcast that i missed and forgot abt outside the ps room.and it was pretty sian until i heard 'let's say u're studying the genetics of a cancer liver and a normal cancer..' then i started i giggling to my notes.ohman i think i must have been labelled crazy by whoever walked past.
but ohwells,the simple joy of life(: i miss laughing alot.mugging is detrimental to health.can the health minister do sth abt it hahaha.
+ val-* @ 12:18 PM
to meet up with yumi today made my day!
i think im too bored from mugging and suffering from a lack of human contact.seeing dear for awhile ytd helped alittle.
plus i was pissed over a small thing ytd AND because i mulled over it i think i sank into slight depression while i was walking back to pgp from science ytd.then i started thinking abt more and more stuff about many random things then it kind of got worse but it got better because of the walk.but i think i was in a daze all the way back and feeling very indifferent and sad and guilty and...and... well u get it.moral of the story:dont mull over sth small or it'll just get bigger and bigger.
bah.mugging gets me into a bad state.it's sth that i'll do very hard for the sake of my cap but when it gets really sian it makes me feel all lost and forlorn like why am i doing this for and depressed cos im behind time.hahahaha.
anw im meeting sam toon ivan chris later!whee that should brighten up my day considerably more after making super slow progress at endocrine.zzz.back to making frens with my notes.
oh and 4 of my frens' bdaes are tmr.woots.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Weiming, Eunice, Mi Chelle and Nickeo!
loveeee!
ciao!
+ val-* @ 5:14 PM
i saw this on my fren's blog:
you know how blissful i feel each time i look at another couple and the thought that goes through my mind is “my darling is way better than that” and even as i look at sweet couples, i cant help but smile from the inside cuz i know i have all that and more.there’s this couple i’ve come to know. when i first saw them tgt, i thought “wow, this guy is really thoughtful and sweet” in the sense that he will keep checking to make sure the gf is alright, tucks her hair away for her when the wind blows, places his hand over hers whenever and wherever, carries her bag for her etc. but as time goes by, my opinions of this guy began to change. surely he still does all the little things but i realise after a while, THAT’S ALL THAT THERE IS! he’s not romantic, he is all about being practical. this guy has neva brought the gf anywhere that requires him to spend.the gf shared with us this reality tv show that has the guys doing sweet drama stuff for the gf. she told us it will create unrealistic expectations towards ur bf after watching it. i caught the show. to be honest,while the show is truly sweet, i dont think i’m getting anything less from my bf than those girls are in the show. dont be silly girls. if u can tell urself “he’s not the romantic sort” and excuse him from all this, then how come he cant convince himself “my gf likes little surprises” and bring himself to do sth for u?i know ed puts in a lot of effort to satisfy that part of me. making sure i’m getting all the love he can give and more. and most importantly, in the way I understand love. not just selfishly from his point of view. which is why i feel very blissful. though he may not be the most perfect man, he is trying to perfect his imperfections in every possible way.
when i saw this i felt really happy for my fren(:havent talked to her for so long but at least im assured that she's doing great(:takecare girl!u're greatly missed!i wonder when it'll be my turn to say all those..
anw im puting in my best foot fwd now that it's 3wks to exams!jiayou everyone people!=D
+ val-* @ 10:18 PM
uh.havent been updating.so here i am(:
yay i finally met up with my dear sis sam again after 1.5mths!miss her so much!she's still such a dear to be with!all the crazy laughters and ideas heehee(: and we said we shall eat a meal with each other at least once in 2 wks!yay!huggs sis!=D
anw exams are drawing near!crap crap im still going out like mad haha.next wk im still going out with sam to meet my jc classmates toon ivan and chris!havent seen them for so long!and was supposed to go club with another few more jc classmates but boo some are not free zzz.
ohyes,did i mention i went west coast plaza 3times consecutively this wk?i feel crazy haha.but at least i went to different places to eat for all 3 times haha.it's such a nice and cosy place!hope it'll remain quiet like this for a long long time(but dont dao bi!)
patient counseling today was pretty fun la.mmm *thinks about some stuff*.ANW the role play was pretty funny!uh guess it's really quite hard to handle difficult customers.and i think their emotions will rub off on me really easily!crap,i better learn how to control haha.i wonder how ivan chew and christine teng would have handled those customers...
+ val-* @ 10:16 PM