u know just now at 130am i was thinking it seems later than i usually slp now
but since i was talking to people i havent talked to for ages online i decided to stay awake alittle longer.
not like i've been able to fall asleep at 1plus immediately when i head into bed.
either im too used to falling asleep under the effect of chloropheniramine
or i've just been thinking too much the past few days.
(actually i think it might be the effect of both combined)
and now at 2plus
which is like the latest i've ever slpt in abt a month
i kind of still dont feel like slping
but i guess i should
dont want to end up screwing up body clock more.
but after this blog post(:

anw today i swam 20laps!
woots i feel so satisfied.
but i AM darker now bah.
NUA-ed at the comfy chairs at orchard central(that new building over there)
they looked so tempting i couldnt help it haha.
chionged a few more gossip girls episodes
receives some good news some irritating news
some news that bids me busy all over again
and most of all
im online on msn tonight.
at least for a pretty long duration than i usually would.
cos i talked to 2 people whom i hold pretty dearly to my heart
yet havent talked to them properly in ages(meaning more than 1 wk).
dont have to doubt who u are cos u know if i havent talked to u for ages hahaha.
and im glad for that(:
for too much time spent alone with nothing much to do gives plenty of room for being upset over stuff that ppl would find silly about
and i relish on the time i dont spend at home.
not that i dont like to nua at home
it's just that my overactive imagination dont really permit long hours alone.
yeah.

u know wad.
there's this part of me that misses pgp alot alot.
no it's not the place.
it's just the people there.
im not sure if things are going to be the same without u all.
and i hate to think abt it.

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