haha.im all okay again.
i've make made well known the mood swings of a girl.haha
ohwells.
anyway ytd's dance was fun!!!!!!
the warm up was...thorough.
even b4 i went through half of the warm up i was sweating like mad alr.
when they reached the stretching part..omg
they never fail to make me feel super inflexible.
they made us split(mine was like,legs open barely 90degrees)
and do sit and reach.
i tried going down and uh,got stuck.
didnt feel any pain or anything but i just couldnt go any further.
then i realised,there was sth obstructing my upper body to go down further.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh$%^*@#$%&*
*miserable*
haha i shall aim to be more flexible by the end of the 10 sessions!
muahahahaha.
the routine was..pretty cool and quite easy.
sam asked me to join advanced beginners.
dont really mind cos the beginner class is really alittle slow.
but it's freaking fri night 8pm!!
so late=x
dont think i'll go bah.the pple there look pro!
and in beginner class got veron, screensaver, huiping, yulee, and another junior!!!
so cool!!heehee(:
supper was..a long wait.
considering the fact that i was damn hungry after dance haha.
but it was well,a different sort of fun too.
wahh the 1st time i see seniors being suan-ed by juniors.
at least other than myself zzz.
quite hilarious.
went to chomp chomp,just love the food there!
when i was reaching i heard this group of pple say,
i can smell the unhealthy food alr!
hmm.since when chomp chomp sells healthy food.
it wouldnt be THIS popular otherwise.
then we wanted to go somewhere else to eat tauhuay.
decided on selegie tauhuay@kovan.
drove there,it's closed!(it's near 1am alr btw)
so in the end we decided on the next nearest choice,which is jalan kayu.
went there,the tauhuay stall also just close!
super suay.at least there's always prata there(:
think everyone was quite tired then.
luckily got the juniors there who started quoting all the funny stuff from jack neo's films.
DAMN FUNNY!!!!
i think by that time all i could muster was to laugh.
cant really think of anything to say haha.brain dead.
thankfully i still can drive home.heh.
and NIC SEAH!NEXT TIME IM REALLY GOING TO KICK UR BUTT OUT OF MY CAR!
muahahahahahaha.
+ val-* @ 1:31 PM
wad.the.***********************************************!
zzz.everytime i finally feel happier,
i just have to meet with a thunderstorm again.
i wonder how long the cycle will continue.
like sam?
much as i appear tough,
i damn well arent.
i hope i can damn well keep my cool super super super well.
and i hope that i wont disappoint myself and can continue aiming towards my goal for this sem.
+ val-* @ 10:36 PM
it feels like sunhine after the rain.
with a rainbow as added bonus;
+ val-* @ 9:10 PM
虽然放下了,
却还有点舍不得．
不过做了决定,
就必须记得,
为什么起初会做这个决定.
也必知道，
有必要坚持下去．
like wad someone told me,
it's time to move on.
i think i can do it.
but i'll keep my eyes to myself.
do some reflections during the time being.
and MUGMUGMUG.
damn.everyone around me start mugging alr sia.
abit scary sia.
+ val-* @ 10:00 PM
The splendor of a King,
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice,
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in light,
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at his voice,
And trembles at his voice
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God,and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God
Age to age he stands
And time is in His Hands
Beginning and the End,
Beginning and the End
The Godhead, Three in one
He's the Father, Spirit, Son
The Lion and the Lamb,
The Lion and the Lamb
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God,and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God
You're the Name above all names
You are Worthy of all praise
and My heart will sing how great
Is our God(x2)
How great is our God, Sing with me
How great is our God,and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God
How great is our God, Sing with me
How great is our God,and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God
how great is my God.i cant ever emphasise.
praise be unto Him.
no matter what happens.
+ val-* @ 1:32 AM
sch is starting.
and it's not a good sign im blogging so much.
im just moping around,you could say.
since i got home at 2pm,i havent touched my schwork.
all i (finally) did at night was to complete my agm report.
a feat i find incredicle considering my mental state.
(i hope i didnt type too much crap since i think i channelled my ranting there probably)
i hate it when pple decide for me who i hang out with.
i hate it when i have no outlet for my ku chu.
i hate it when i couldnt depend on the pple i love to give me strength.
i hate it when i couldnt trust myself to be patient and understanding to the pple i love.
i hate it when im caught in high expectations from others and there's no reversing of situation.
i hate it when there's no choice for me but to go against my own wishes to please others
(dont give me the shit abt u cant please everybody at least u could try ur best to please some)
i guess i could go on and on and on abt how this is a bad day.
but i can say that it was a good day cos...
ERIC CHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams*
+ val-* @ 10:44 PM
i wonder how long i can be a superwoman and not end up like emily gold;
+ val-* @ 9:36 PM
hmm.my blog account is screwed up.no background wadsoever.everything is in a mess zzz.
anw.sch finally started.i pretty happy about it.
after having enough fun ytd(jin qing di wan) im all in the mood for studying and mugging alr.
but i need to do sth abt slping earlier.
cos all my lectures are a freaking 8am and i dont live in sch anymore...
im glad the 1st 2 weeks are pretty slack.
can have some time to recover from FOW/RAG.
tired sia!!!
keep zonning out during lessons haiz.
i must stay awake!
cannot be like last sem le=x
jiayou jiayou val!jiayou jiayou everyone!
+ val-* @ 4:23 PM
YAY RAG IS OVER!
although i wasnt as excited abt it as i was last yr,
after the performance i still had this strong urge to cry.
i guess after all that everyone went through together
an experience unforgettable is formed.
all the tears,sweat,and even blood
and the end results just made everything worth it.
im really glad for all the frenship i made from ke rag.
they're really nice pple,pple i wouldnt have known otherwise
they sang happy bdae in canto for me!!!sho nice=D
and there was someone else with the same bdae as me in ke rag!
haha.guess 8aug is really a common birthdate(:
and in 3days sch is starting!
in a way i feel relieved that all the craziness of the holiday is going to pass away
but im not really ready to sit in for 2hour lectures again!
andmy agm report!!!!!
i shall try to rush it out soon lol.
cons dont press me for it!me chionging asap i hopeXD
yay bdae celebrations these few days!
must thank jiahui for putting in so much effort to organise it for me!
and thanks dear for that surprise(:
later must thank all the juniors and seniors for going dinner with me later!
so tired alr still willing(or unwillingly) come but still got come!
me gan dong by everyone's actions!
all the cakes i ate,candles blown(i think im like 60years old or sth haha)
THANKS EVERYONE!
love you all!
+ val-* @ 5:59 PM
*warning:LONG reflective post.dont read if it bores u*
yay fow is over!sort of(:
through organising both foc/fow
and most imptly,the strong bonds within the comm members.
in taking up leadership positions,
i feel that one can be stretched and stretched again.
plenty to mistakes,plenty of struggling and plenty of learning.
if u dont try now,when to try again?
i love the comm members!
although i feel i didnt do a super good job,
but im glad that this is a comm who wouldnt really fan1 lian3 with each other
who would support one another
and is able to work in harmony.
even when there are difficulties or unhappiness,
everyone stood by each other.
im really grateful for that.
it was really one of the best experience of being in an organising committee.
Now that FOW is finally over,
it's time to clear up and conclude my remaining 1st year commitments.
and also to look to the future and to decide my commitments for the 2nd yr.
during this FOW period,
I LEARN NOT TO TAKE UP COMMITMENTS THAT CLASH WITH ONE ANOTHER.
drains the energy out of u.
wants to do ur best for both sides,
ends up favouring one over the other and yet feels guilty for doing lesser for the other side.
currently i dont regret joining both ke rag and fow.
because both has given me an experience of a lifetime.
but i tried so hard to be at fow most of the time,
i ended up skipping quite abit of dance practices.
and because of dance i couldnt settle some of the fow stuff in time(almost).
there u go.
pls learn from my mistake.
it's really impt to space out ur commitments.
if not make sure u really can do ur very very best for both.
i also learn to choose the right things to commit to.
think of what u really want to achieve.
dont just be super enthu and chiong everything.
things like YEP and XPHARM clashes.
the summer holidays has a 101 things for u to choose to do.
THINK CAREFULLY.
although u can learn from any committee u join,
some things just gives u a better learning experience than others.
for now i sort of decided wad to do next yr.
but im definitely not taking up one big project(you-know-what) cos it deprives me of 101 other things to do for the year.
yup that's my final decision.
1 more day to rag!
i really experienced the imptance of people in anything u're involved in.
if u feel more attached to something,u'll do it better.
ke rag was such a dread until i got to know the pgp bunch of pple.
they're so friendly and nice!!
not high and mighty like some of the pro-er dancers at ke.
got to know some pharm pple that i never knew before as well(:
makes me feel more belonged to ke rag.
and i think ke has a good chance of winning this yr!
i know i havent seen the other halls but the float this yr is super duper good(from the inside out)
the costumes are super colourful and bright
and the dance looks pretty good to me(:
i think im starting to rmb the good things and not the bad.
afterall it's just 1 more day.
ke do ur best!
+ val-* @ 11:51 AM