thinking back on my post on what if today is my last day.

1)i learnt 2 new things today:
-our keyboard is called a qwerty keyboard because qwerty are the 1st few keys on the keyboard.
-stewardesses is the longest word u can type with one hand on the keyboard.
2)i said hi to many pple today.
3)i ate dinner at home.
4)i talked to jiahui more than i studied today.
5)i ate lunch with pingsiew
6)i talked to quite a number of pple online whom i havent chatted with in quite some time.
7)i drank fruit juice today.
8)heard my love will get you home on loop.

okay some are totally random but it means quite abit to me(:

ciao!

+ val-* @ 10:13 PM

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OH YAY HE REPLIED IN THE END!!!!=D

elated;

+ val-* @ 12:46 AM

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IM SUPER SAD THAT HE DIDNT REPLY ME!!!!!!!!

HAIZ.

UNCONSOLABLE (UNLESS YOU TREAT ME TO A MEAL!)

HAHA.

ULTIMATE SADNESS.
=(

+ val-* @ 10:07 PM

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Do u ever wonder what u would do or not do for everything u did today if today is ur last day?

im glad i studied with someone today;
i didnt stay out to study after 830 since i told my mum i'll be home by then
(although i very much wanted to finish up)
i finished up my mum's bak kut teh although i was really full.
i said yes when my mum asked if i think my mum and dad are good.
(and im really glad i took the chance to let them know this)
im glad i asked rachel if she wants to study tgt although in the end we didnt.
(at least i wont feel guilty for life)

sometimes we just need to stop and think;

+ val-* @ 10:15 PM

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sometimes i wonder if i should keep away from pple to spare them the hurt.
it's not wad others think that matters
it's wad you feel that matters.
and i've been wrong.
i dont want to be wrong again.

+ val-* @ 4:02 PM

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i dont know why i tell u about my studies because all you do is to blame me for not having good time management when im alr desperately trying to do work in every minute i can squeeze out for.and for telling me to stop chatting so much online when it's the only time i get to rest and take a break from mugging.and stop telling me to not take up so much ccas cos for goodness sake i purely did schwork last wk and everybody was just as exhausted as i am trying to meet all the deadlines and mugging for test.i know my limits and i dont think im taking too much cca cos the roles dont clash and the timelines are freaking different.

there i go.

okay time to do work after yep retreat.
for goodness sake the yr1s brought their notes there to study and i brought none HAHA.
maybe i shouldnt laugh.
later karma dont do well for pharm anal haha.
btw i dont regret going for the retreat.can bond more and night cycle omg.
have been wanting to do that for long.

+ val-* @ 3:16 PM

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with the trust of a child;

take my fears,my inhibitions
all my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
i hope it's not too small

every single tear i cry,
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face,
i will offer up in prayer

oh Lord you can work miracles
all You need is my Amen

just abstracts from 5loaves and 2fishes - Corinne May


+ val-* @ 2:03 AM

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ELATED. =D=D=D

hahahahahahahaha.

i feel like laminating my fn and f10 button lol. (YA RIGHT)

although today will be the last time im seeing him for lecture, he went for the dinner just now(:

wahhsian he was supposed to sit at our table with another staff then csy plonked 3 NOC students at our table!but okay la the students were nice(: and my view of him was...great when constance and the rest were presenting(: haha.and he keep looking over too sia. i paisehXD
heehee(:

think im going mad.hahahahahahahahahaha.hey i lack slp ok.concussed in ps for one hour just now.damn shuang haha.
btw it's not due to another other commitments except studies cos there isnt anything for me to do yet.
anw feel more assured talking to enghooi now that it's quite a manageable job
and i think i can do more la(:
shall make good use of this chance and not complaint anymore!

ok my eyes are barely open goodnight world.

+ val-* @ 11:06 PM

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on mon when i was waiting for the lrt to go home, suddenly got this SOMETHING who bumped into me.

i look down then got this super duper cute girl (think 2-3yrs old) smiling at me(:
shoooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
i smiled back and wave to her
then she come hug my calf!!!!!
wahh buay tahan!tooo cutee alr. =D=D=D

HAHA.

just the thing to put a smile on my face;

+ val-* @ 11:56 PM

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i wish im 10 years older!!!!HAHA.=D

things like these keep me sane in the insane even weeks.
why does everything happen on the even and not the odd weeks?!!
zzz.

+ val-* @ 12:11 AM

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bored->exciting->troubled->stressed->calming down->doubt->settled.

i must thank God for the downride of emotions.
seriously if i didnt just throw the decision to Him i would really have been way too stressed.
now that i've agreed to the post,i shall not think if i've made the right decision and move forward.
shall not grumble abt my crazy yr2 commitments either(much worse than yr1 i think).
but since i managed to do it in yr1,i shall do it again this yr.
no discounting.

not sure if i made the right choice not getting the post via standard operations.
abt not making sure if the majority is agreeable with me taking up the post.
not being questioned to know if i truly am suitable for the post and for me to pay special attention to some pointers.
guess no point looking back.
like xinxin said,just do my best and not care abt wad others think.
as long as i do a gd job i will be wen xin wu kui.

so jiayou bah!!may it be another yr of learning and serving again(:

+ val-* @ 8:16 PM

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i had my 1st E-brake experience on the road.as in literally from abt 100kmh to 0.
WTH.certainly wasnt a very gd experience.
luckily i was alert.
stooopid driver!!!

anw today was a day of knowing pharm pple better!
morning i sat with weepin and mandy,both of whom i havent talked to for ages!
chiong off to geog,met jiansheng for lunch.
chunyim and kaye came and join us.
imagine this combi of 4XD
surprisingly i guess we hit off alright
thanks to the everlasting to everlasting being in our lives.
strange(or should i say amazed) by how we're always brought CLOSER together
so that we can build each other,help each other,share with each other.
then i talked to wendy on our way to collect lab results
sat with weepin and mandy again(jas and bag why u all pon!!!and jh wasnt there too=x)
studied(more like keep talking and talking) with zhixin and choohua.
haha u all should have seen us man!lol the things we say and doXD
met with gwee ys to well,help him decide to run for excoXD

somehow i kind of like this sem.
get to mix with people in pharm u know exists but never really talk to b4.
recently i get to talk to minerva pple,fow pple,viki,christina,suelynn,etcetcetcetcetc.
damn alot of pple la!
kind of like it this way.
i mean pharm is such a small cohort
it's gd to know everyone better(and not just know their names)
i dont think im a very sociable person
i find it hard sometimes to start talking to someone whom i've never spoken to b4.
but im trying and i love pharm pple cos they're just so friendly(:
makes it alot easier for an introvert like me.
i know alot of u think i damn thick skin keep talking nonstop not shy at all blah blah..
but it's really not my character to socialise.
ok this is leading nowhere.
just some..reflection on my part(that is leading nowhere)

anw tmr is finally the day.
i wonder wad will happen.
hmm.

+ val-* @ 11:36 PM

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everytime i feel like giving up or giving in,
there'll always be someone there to strengthen me again,
whether it's frens families etc.
i really thank God for the bountiful angels He sent into my life.
so that i can pick my self up again to move on.

this year i feel like i havent gotten my priorities right.
i thought i was clear wad i wanted to do and achieve this yr
then many other thoughts came,
many other things that i wished to do arrived my way.
such that once again i feel as busy as ever.
i guess im pretty much a workaholic.
cant escape.
but sometimes i kind of wish for some quiet time alone.
this is when i long for the nights in PGP..
or just strolling along the paths of NUS under the moonlight...
reflecting.



+ val-* @ 2:13 PM

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I CAST ALL MY CARES UPON YOU
I LAY ALL OF MY BURDENS,
DOWN AT YOUR FEET
AND ANYTIME, I DON'T KNOW,
WHAT TO DO,
I WILL CAST ALL MY CARES UPON YOU.


ironic that a facebook quiz has to be the thing that reminds me of this simple hymn.
i always like playing this hymn on the piano.
has a soothing and calming effect for me(better than any diazepam wadsoever)
love the tune!
if u ask me i'll sing it for you(:
cos it's a really lovely song(:

+ val-* @ 12:17 AM

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http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481
chanced upon this on facebook.the prog would generate questions for 10 pple u name.This is what i got putting 5 guy names and 5 girl names in and my answers to them:

1. If Samantha played in a movie, what kind of character would she play? Fairy(:
2. Would you marry Jas? Yes if im a guyXD
3. Does Bag make you hot? ERM.should be the other way roundXD
4. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Chunyim and Jiahui! How will it go? i'll be puking,chunyim will find it no kick,jiahui will i have no idea haha.
5. What's Meinu's opinion on cheese? rach do u like cheese?hahahaha.
6. Who's Jiahui dating? GOOD QUESTION.ask herXD
7. Hot Wee Pin on Meinu action - Yes/No? HUMSUP!!!!!
8. Choo Hua got turned into an animal! What animal is it? uh,rabbit.dont ask me whyXD
9. How would Samantha insult YongSheng? she would never insult anyone serious!
10. Describe Chiobu in five words. super healthy,tennis,chio,chiobu,chio-est!

+ val-* @ 1:43 PM

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