bored->exciting->troubled->stressed->calming down->doubt->settled.

i must thank God for the downride of emotions.
seriously if i didnt just throw the decision to Him i would really have been way too stressed.
now that i've agreed to the post,i shall not think if i've made the right decision and move forward.
shall not grumble abt my crazy yr2 commitments either(much worse than yr1 i think).
but since i managed to do it in yr1,i shall do it again this yr.
no discounting.

not sure if i made the right choice not getting the post via standard operations.
abt not making sure if the majority is agreeable with me taking up the post.
not being questioned to know if i truly am suitable for the post and for me to pay special attention to some pointers.
guess no point looking back.
like xinxin said,just do my best and not care abt wad others think.
as long as i do a gd job i will be wen xin wu kui.

so jiayou bah!!may it be another yr of learning and serving again(:

+ val-* @ 8:16 PM

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