where is the peace i so greatly sought after.
that once lasted me for 6months.
amidst turbulences there was peace.
now im chained.
being led along and not being able to do anything.
for that i am so weak to not resist.
like a tamed animal.
behind all that facade,
wad's real becomes an act.
wad's an act became real.
the impression sticks.
why didnt i learn from others?
seeing the consequences for myself.
i guess i only learn the hard way.
gor u were right abt ur only regret.
and now im regretting.
argh yes im emoing again.
just let me be.
my mouth is sealed this time.
how i wish,
once i say,mischief managed.
and everything will just turn to nothing.
and i can continue walking like nothing ever happened.
anw sth random,
when i was walking home,
i saw an elderly couple holding hands.
and the old man was looking like he's prouder of his wife than anything else.
chest out,heads up.but with a look of niceness(dont know how to say haha)
and for that split of a moment,
i believe in love.
what's fairytale;
+ val-* @ 5:09 PM