at 2340,val has a sudden realisation how little brain space val has been using for this sem.
Sp didnt req,stats minimal,pharm anal was applications dont have to rmb details.
Geog was...the one i memorise the most and it isnt even as much as physio.now's the test for my memory skills.and i think it's failing me v badly because im slacking alot this time and i somehow dont have that memorising ability anymore.SIANS.2days left.

+ val-* @ 11:38 PM

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i seriously wonder if im a science students.
knssssssss i got stunned by the calculations in the geog paper.
or should i say since i think i cant do it therefore the arts pple will die even more?
but still,geog calculations(i mean,just compare it to pharm stats)
knssssssssss.

stats was________.(you can fill in the blanks)
but damn WHY NO NON PARAMETRIC???
knssssssss.
i was like cursing nancy ko like shit while walking to my car after stats.
and dont know who replied mandy that aiya perry lim so nice sure wont gan us one.
walaooooooooooooo.i eat my words.
*munchmunch*

sians.if i didnt drive tmr i would in totally onz for a drink.
although i've been enjoying myself during this exam period but no paper yields a particularly good feeling except the 1st maybe.(DONT KILL ME ERIC is HEARTS)

now there's only that killer paper left.
i think im going to chui for dfd.
must really memorise like siao!!!
understanding is one thing,memorising is another, and application is the ultimate!
ohmygoodness.

and to think i was still pnzing just now.
SIANS.

die la exam week has been playing week for me already.
dont know if it's cause i dont have enough time to play after exams cos of yep
or simply cos there are lesser pharm core mods that require 100% of my brain juices like sp.
but the last paper is the worst of all.
i kind of dread it alot alot.
never pit urself against other pharm pple when it comes to memory work.
you're getting ur ass in deep shit.

+ val-* @ 1:39 PM

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+ val-* @ 10:26 AM

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whoever heard of people buffet-ing during exam period?

we did!whoohoo!
it was a healthy buffet though.SALAD buffet LOL.
plus a main course.
walaooooo i swear we sat there for at least 3.5hours until they closed!
shiok=D

and if anyone think my appetite is big wait till you see raycher's.
HAHA.

damn slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1st time exam period i can NOT study for 2-3days and still feel there's enough time.
wth.

and my worst nightmare is over!hope everything will be alittle better from now on(:

+ val-* @ 9:12 AM

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i dont know why,but kind words really mean alot to me now.
i think it keeps me sane in an insane world.

so thank you,you,you,you,you..you....
all of you,
who kept me sane.

AND WHY CANT WE KEEP OUR PHARM ANAL QN PAPER?!!*miserable*
or at least just let me cut out and keep that 1cm x 1cm square is gd enough.

not looking fwd to tmr,especially.
but at least my worst nightmare will be gone in less than 24hours.
the despair of all my subjects.D.A.M.N.
nt sure if not putting in any effort is the right way to go.
but somehow i feel even putting in any effort wont make a damn difference.
not for this at least.

driving me crazy - taio cruz;

+ val-* @ 8:59 PM

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im feeling depressed.

Nah it's nt pharm anal,more than glad it's over.
Maybe it's the weather.
Not a big fan of rain.

+ val-* @ 6:07 PM

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2 firedrills in 4days.BREAK RECORD LA.

went to sch on mon for consultation.
consult halfway,fire drill.
had consultation at uni hall in the end.
not to bad=D

tue wed was not in sch.fine.

thu go sch collect report and mug.
FIREDRILL AGAIN.
and the bell was freaking next to us.
so loud that we couldnt even pack b4 evacuating.
ended up studying at the wooden bench outside ps room and FEED MOSQUITOES.
7 on my right calf and 3 on my left.
KNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
CLW jit tao left for home HAHA!
smart choice.if not have to climb 5 storeys since they deactivated the lifts.
zzz.

anw went to sign bond tdy waste 4hours damn.

jiayou everyone,tmr's D day!!!!=D

+ val-* @ 5:01 PM

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a packet of lies;

woo hoo!i actually finished studying geog in a day.
cant believe im so disciplined tdy.
think cos it's a much easier read than all the pharm stuff.
and it's an elective only anw.

and i actually managed to do my WDD report!
thought i'll have to do it after exams alr.
yay!

now more time for my core subjects.
5 for everything!
(except sp)

gogogo!

+ val-* @ 7:37 PM

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^^

sometimes i amaze even myself.

but im in a very very very very very good mood today!=D

no la, not only because of my (hot) DATE XD

muahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

but 75% because of it.

20%, because i had fun during yep pretrip today(:

5%, simply because im a happy person.HAHA.inherently happy hahaha.

but God's love transcends all;

+ val-* @ 9:45 PM

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have you ever wondered what it's like to like somebody simply for who he/she is, without caring about looks, intelligence,etcetcetc?

you know how people always say looks don't really matter but they still matter that tiny bit.how does it feel when it really 100% doesnt matter at all?

you know how people say they cannot stand guys who are too short for them/girls who are taller than them.how does it feel when one day it 100% doesnt matter at all?

you know how people have a dream guy/girl with certain characteristics.how does it feel when it's 100% the opposite and it doesnt matter at all?

dont answer too quickly.because you'll be surprise how hard it is.until....



wad's in a person;

+ val-* @ 11:31 PM

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haha.obviously i phayled again.

but i think i shall make a less hoohaa about it and just forget abt it altogether.
it's not a very big thing anw.
even if it happens,so what.
but it'll never happen.

+ val-* @ 10:02 PM

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PHAYL. A.GAIN.!

=(

and failed even more miserably today.

WadDeDOOT.

seriously i want it to happen,but i also dont want it to happen.
or rather,it shouldnt happen.

@#$#^&%&*@^%$&*

never felt so shitty and so sure in my life.
that im alittle scared and overwhelmed.
and hopeless.or helpless if you like.
ARGH.

+ val-* @ 12:30 AM

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PHAYL!AGAIN!

no i dont mean some pharm prof or staff in case u were wondering.

anw i just experienced one of my up moments just now.
kind of a gd thing,although i dont feel exactly super gd now.
jiayou vallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!cannot let this sem cui!

today's a day of thoughts,so pardon my incoherence and randomness.

sometimes when u feel like you have just about everything but there's just something lacking in you,and that absent thing just made everything worthless.gets you nowhere ---without EQ.which i sorely lacked.haiz.dont know how i got the most courteous badge in pri sch.even my mum said my teacher bak giu ta stamp.bleah.when will i ever learn=(

can u just duplicate urself
but no,it's same same but different;


+ val-* @ 11:34 PM

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i dont know wad i've been doing.
i dont know wad im doing.
sometimes u know it's wrong and u try to avoid it.
but the more you try to avoid, the more you end up not avoiding.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

maybe i shall try not to avoid.
then maybe i will be successful in avoiding it.

+ val-* @ 2:52 PM

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haha.the experience was an interesting one.
never regret behaving like that haha.
always wanted to try that at least once in my life
but not go too extreme either lol.

i finally realised you did the right thing.
maybe u xiang tong le.
but now it's my turn again.
no matter how much i can deceive others to give them my blessings.
i couldnt deceive myself.
deterrence is the best policy.
goodbye,as much as i can.

+ val-* @ 10:47 PM

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