amidst all the fluster of apps/ipsf sign up,i feel peace.
and that peace can only come from 1 being, You.
and what more can i do but to continue serving You with all my heart, with all my strength, and with all my soul.
Because You are God.
I thank God for the opportunity to serve in adult worship service.
Although i was nervous,and stumbled,
but it was something i really wanted to do.
and You plan everything in Your time.
you know that now is the right time to for me.
Thank You.
for sch,i guess there's nothing much to say except that the tsunami is indeed brewing haha!
at least im still enjoying the calm for now and drowning in happiness and ignorance.
ham egg and cheese is a motto that everyone should seriously live by and be as happy as i am heh!
+ val-* @ 11:53 PM
you know,sometimes it doesnt take alot to brighten up my day considerably.
(:
+ val-* @ 10:52 PM
dont try going to microB lab with a runny nose.
suckssssssssss.
imagine not being able to rub ur eyes or stop ur sneeze.
and when it starts flowing you have to take off ur gloves and rush out of the lab to blow it off to avoid contaminating just about everything.
and when u're supposed to stain the slide for 1min u end up staining it for 5min when u go out to sneeze.
not forgetting inhaling billions of bacteria if u stupidly forgot to open the agar in the hood and bring it close to ur face to look at the colonies closely and not realising ur mistake until u smell BACTERIA(u'll know it when u smell it)
and to be able to smell it when i have block nose,well that tells u how close i brought the agar to my face.
and if one loopful of the innoculation loop contains millions of OPPORTUNISTIC bacteria and an immunocompromised person sniffing like nobody's business just sniffed the ENTIRE CULTURE ON THE AGAR tell me i wont fall sicker pls.
thankyou.
+ val-* @ 11:46 PM
The way that He loves is as fair as the day,
That blesses my way with light;
The way that He loves, is as soft as the breeze,
Caressing the trees at night.
So tender and precious is He,
Contented with Jesus I'll be;
The way that He loves, is so thrilling because
His love reaches even me.
The way that He loves is as deep as the sea,
His Spirit shall be my stay;
The way that He loves is as pure as a rose,
Much sweeter He grows each day.
His peace hovers never like a dove,
I know there's a heaven above;
To Jesus I'll cling -- Life's a wonderful thing
Because of the way He loves.
I think such hymns always remind me once and again who i should be turning to.
And i will want to love everyone -- the way He loves.
+ val-* @ 3:10 PM
boring.
even though i tell myself u must start mugging and start preparing for ur presentation but it's weekone people.
it's the only week i can afford to slack still i think.
so i still dont feel like starting work.
but maybe i should start on my presentation soon or kill myself from next wk onwards.
+ val-* @ 8:58 PM
hahahaahah i thought im the only one who's recording pharmaco lectures.
i think i know at least 3 other pple doing that.
think everyone thinks they cannot last through that 3 hours.
was really qt tiring though.
pharmaco is so heavy!
not like the rest isnt.
CEH:i think this mod is qt heavy compared to the rest...
CLW:u'll probably find this mod qt content heavy...
Prof Low:alot of students feedback that there's not enough time to absorb...
HAHA.not like pharm pracII is any less heavy.
but so far the 2 days have been ok.
but that's cos i have enough sleep!!!
i think as the sem goes by im going to die hahahaha.
at least the 2 days have given me a tat bit more confidence(:
gogogo!
+ val-* @ 10:53 AM
1st day of sch.
!$^*#$^(*&$!#%&*)&*(:%^&*^^#$%@#!^&#@
i wanted to type a whole lot of stuff here but i think that line just sums up everything.
wells if u look closely it aint that bad.
i think im just taking a too pessimistic outlook on this sem.
i should change my attitude.
heh.
+ val-* @ 11:59 PM
Today's devotional passage is titled "divine heartbeat".
if we could listen to the heartbeat of God, what would we hear?
peo-ple.peo-ple.peo-ple.
What are mere mortals that you should think about them, human beings that you should care for them? Psalm 8:4
God's love for people is amazing, especially when you consider that ministering people is often difficult, tiring, and heavy on headache. People are fickle-- good one moment, bad the next.
We are consistently inconsistent!
blah blah blah.
As we come to understand His heartbeat, it compels us to love others.
God is making His appeal through us. We speak for Christ when we plead,
"Come back to God!"
if only Man can learn to love like God.
i can't=x
anw sch's starting tmr.
nt exactly looking fwd to it but im telling myself one step at a time.
it'll be okay!
and although my hols were short due to YEP i spent qt alot of time with my family which im grateful for;
i think when sch starts such opportunities get lesser.
and i get some time to myself too which i havent been giving.
could finish reading my book (thankfully!) and watch some dramas.
and of course got to meet my dear frens although it was a frantic rush at times!!
when sch starts i'll get to see the rest of them(:
this sem is going to be damn weird in class.
on the surface everything will seem calm.
but i think there's like a tsunami beneath the surface.
in every aspect of uni life.
still okay la actually.
not like i've since less heh.
moral support for all pharm students!!!!
+ val-* @ 9:53 PM
you know,regarding the qn you asked me ytd.
my answer have all been girls.
if i had to choose guys only,
you would have been one.
as a brother i give my utmost respect to.
and the other is the unspoken one you would already know.
that's if u dont include my own brother.
+ val-* @ 1:53 PM
it's finally time.
it can drag no longer.
as much as i dont want to do it.
i have to.
forgive me.
im grateful.thanks for supporting me no matter what.
and anything else i would have typed here i think i told you already.
and now it's up to me to do what i need to do.
+ val-* @ 2:23 AM
2 days into 2010.
i liked the peaceful passing of midnight in church,
and playing with light sticks and sparklers like i-am-so-NOT-21-this-year
and drinking up to a good year ahead and turning red for the 1st time
electric shocked.no not literally dont worry.
slping the morning away.
watch jap dramas.
do a flurry of random things.
make a present.
rot.
go out watch movie treat people and rush to 2 birthdays.
tired.
but in 2010 there is renewed hope in me.
and it'll guide me through in 2010 no matter what happens.
i know in 2010 there's plenty of things waiting for me.
and ohyes i do dread some of it.
but faith will guide me through.
+ val-* @ 11:35 PM