God is nowhere.
God is now here.
i'd like to think that when people type the 1st line,
it's just merely a typo error(:
so many things has gone through my mind recently.
good things.
i think i've never felt so reflective in my life before.
at least i think i've a new goal in mind to achieve(:
+ val-* @ 12:09 AM
ahhh it's time to blog.
this wk, im having my own small revival of faith.
started with chunyim lending me have a little faith by mitch albom.
(it's a signed copy so cool!)
although the book main character believes in judaism,
there was still certain parts of the story that helped me.
and many other parts.
it was as if when the author was learning,
i was learning to have a little more faith as well.
and the concluding section of the book points me all the more
to where i should always have been looking but have not all the time.
up.
then today i had church camp.
it was about church history and the roots of our belief
as a presbyterian.
the whole history actually intrigued me.
and got me really interested.
at the same time,it clarified some of my questions
and strengthened my faith.
i think i should go read more really.
that's where i need to start--
right from the very basics.
+ val-* @ 11:58 PM
turmoil.
i think my inner self is undergoing a big struggle now.
guess it's the age that starts you thinking.
and suddenly there's just so much to reflect about my life.
i need help but not everyone have the ability to help me.
nah not emo-ing.
it's called thinking everything through slowly and calmly.
that aside,
SCM rocks la!
with my BTB who goez ogay and laughlaughlaugh nonstop,
a shenxian who dont eat lunches,
and a hot cold unpredictable guy,
my life just rocks la.
not forgetting a very easy going post maternity mom
and a pretty and knowledgeable lady
ROCKS.
+ val-* @ 10:50 PM
i.am.so.tired.
ohwells.
but not complaining haha!
preceptorship has been fun so far.
and to all of u who has been asking me how my preceptorship life had been,
i think by the end of the 6 wks i'd say i have no regrets.
yes things are more slack,there's good and bad.
but mostly good.
because you can take ur time to learn things.
as long as u learn them with a serious attitude(which maybe i didnt)
you'll still gain from it.
at least u had the time to learn slowly.
we finished learning all of the minor ailments listed in the book alr though.
so we have 4 wks to counsel equipped with knowledge instead of just two.
and unlike pple working in busy outlets we get to study 1st before we counsel.
the time spent slacking wasnt really just for slacking
it was for observing our preceptor counsel patients
help patients with gsl items
playing around with the products and gimmicks
getting to know the products better
(be surprised how much more i know abt insect repellents now than when i 1st started)
and how to cater exactly to the customers' needs except for really ridiculous ones
see all sorts of funny people
laugh and talk and build rapport with our preceptor and the preregs there
do case studies and be patients and pharmacists for each other
stock take arrange items run around finding items printing tags finding missing ones colouring the prices for promotion shelves checking prices and stock balance etcetcetc
although it's abit of exploitation but if u dont think abt it in that sense it's qt fun in a way.
and the sat crowd is differnet from the wkday one.
it's quite fun to work on sats!
pity my preceptor only works on alt sats haha.
ok im really tired have fun people goodnights=D
+ val-* @ 11:18 PM
hmmmmmmm.
to be completely honest,
i said the Lord's prayer today
and none of the sentences popped up when i recapped my day today.
but i came to the conclusion that the key is not the Lord's prayer.
it's how it REMINDED me that God is in control.
like i'd think of God and whether it's His will in everything i do.
whether it's the fact i had to wait 6min for a train
or that i had to rush to board it
or miss my stop
or that there's like 7students 1 pre-reg and 1 pharmacist in my store today
and that we had a hell fun of a time
and that azizah came back to visit us
and so on and on
it was a happy day planned by God ultimately=D
today's like the 1st day im home so early and i suddenly feel at a loss of what to do.
when i thought it was time to slp it was only 9+ HAHA!
too used to being able to spend only max 2 hours on the comp.
and my store is a damn nice place to be esp with the company around!
dont envy me!!hahahahahahaha
+ val-* @ 11:15 PM
today's devotion was on the Lord's prayer.
how we shouldnt be too affected by the translation and the use of words
but by how it affects our lives and how we can personalise it and mean every word we say.
and the activity was to say the Lord's prayer once everyday this wk.
and so i did today.and the line that struck me today is..
give us today our daily bread.
well,not really foodwise.
but when i reached the lrt station,the lrt just arrived.
when i rushed down to take nel,it came in 1min.
when i walked to circle line,the next train terminates at dhoby ghaut and not paya lebar
(it's been terminating at paya lebar for all this time last wk and i always have to wait for the next next train)
and when i came back,i waited 4min for the circle line.
but i actually caught the nel when it says 1min when i was still walking to the nel line.
and when i went up i could have missed the lrt if not for the fact that the next lrt was terminating its services so they delayed the departure for everyone to board.
tell me it's all luck.
well maybe,
but that's cos God provides.
+ val-* @ 10:36 PM
my week is so busy.
not talking about work only.
but work is fun!
can get abit boring sometimes but i guess i could make better use of the free time.
but my poor legs!
what's the point of having alot of clothes when i've no shoes?!
only have 1 pathetic pair that makes my legs ache.
need to look for comfy shoeeeees.
+ val-* @ 12:46 AM
You never know God is all you need, until God is all you have.
+ val-* @ 11:10 PM