seriously i feel like killing myself.
this is just a phrase that i utter alot nowadays.
i realised i dont really mean it HAHA.
like why would i want to kill myself seriously.

but there's sososososososososo many things to do!
buaytahan.
keep adding onto my ever heavy workload.
got bsf,recital,pharmville blah blah blah.
really never ending.
studies is kind of killing me too.
although so far all the results has been good.
but that's cos for every peak there's a downhill.
which starts for all the results i havent gotten back.
PLUS all the tests i havent gone for.
seriously where is my priority.

i guess i wont really regret setting my priorities this way.
for a slight deterioration in results,
i got to organise an event i've always wanted to do.
and to stretch my potential.
and to learn many many many things.
to improve myself.
and to know myself better.
along the way i made many many many mistakes.
i hope i rmb those lessons.
and be reminded during these few days before the event,
not to repeat those mistakes.

keep calm,val.
remain cool-headed.

+ val-* @ 1:10 AM

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