heehee, i had a fun and at the same time thoughtful day.kind of didnt really expect the company, but it's the company i've been wanting to ask out for quite some time alr!just short of 1 person haha. and it's quite amusing, the advice that they gave me, not that im taking it lightly but it's really not bothering me. cos i entrusted it to God you know. and when you entrust your burdens and worries to God, it's lifted from you; not that it doesnt matter, but i dont have to think of ways to make it happen, or question why on earth im walking this path in life. things may not exactly be ideal but it's really alright, im happy with my life(: maybe some things are worth fighting for, when the time comes i'll know whether i should fight for it then=D

i think some things are really just a pity, but i guess when you cant really do anything about it then you really cant do anything about it.but you can change ur mindset!call me idealistic, but it makes a difference to have a positive mindset versus a negative mindset(: and accepting reality doesnt mean staying on the spot; you're right, we've got to move on and do our very best no matter what. kind of reminded me of pharmville, when pple thought it's not possible, we did it. and in saying this line, reminded me of how impossible singapore was in the past, but we did it too=DD when we carry a hope in us in our lives, it keeps us going and directs our path. faith keeps us persevering, fueling the hope in us. just one step at a time, and when the time comes you'll know it, i'll know it(:

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