i dont know why, but tear well up easily when i recall the things you said. i guess there is some self-pity elements in them, some pent up feelings exposed by you, and also cos of the amount of truth in them i guess.

i dont ever think you'll know the amount of impact those mini talks have on my life.


today, i chionged 2 dance classes=DD it felt damn good cos i havent danced for about 2 wks, feeling all wasted at home with fats accumulating. and my core ached. that sucks, kind of shows how nua my body has become=x and super stiff too!while stretching today i thought my thigh muscle was going to be ripped apart!super chui haha!but it still felt damn good!with all the sweat and fun=D

watching hotaru no hikari 2 now, at the 2nd last episode! kind of missed the times i used to chiong jap dramas. now they are more difficult to find cos copyright issues are pretty strict online now. and i missed the superb acting skills of jap actors and actresses, they really make the roles so real!that you'll really feel for them and their plight. and as usual, the storylines are always meaningful and interesting(:

im starting to get bored of my holidays bleah. i guess 6wks is just nice, although i dont exactly want preceptorship to start=x it's seem very grueling, and im not the work sort. kind of weird to hear a workaholic like me say that, but i dislike worklife. i can slog all i want for my projects in school, but i cant imagine myself putting in as much effort for work. unless i really like it. so maybe i dont exactly like being a pharmacist that much?hahahaha abit early to say since i havent been for hospital preceptorship, but i kind of feel that it doesnt really suit my character that much LOL. shit im starting to have more and more of such thoughts recently.cannotttttttttt be like that valval!you'll be stuck at it for 3 yrs so you better pray hard that you'll enjoy the ncc attachment haha! that being said i dont regret taking up the scholarship just yet, i feel a certain attachment to working in a hospital somehow(: anyways i still have one more yr to go!shall enjoy my student life and not think so much just yet!=D

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