im inwards outwards upwards downwards happy all the time x2
since Jesus Christ came in, and took away my sins
im inwards outwards upwards downwards happy all the time!
heh i suddenly got reminded of this children service song i learnt when i was really young!
not sure why i suddenly thought of it, but it kind of made me pretty happy=D
i was just reflecting today how my priorities in life now is so different from what i envisioned at the beginning of year 4.
somehow i am really glad of some changes i had in my life this year.
like how i shifted to RVR, ended up with my 10th choice as my fyp, decided to do wet lab instead of clinicals, decided to go for BSF and stuck with it, joined youth choir although the practices are on sat nights, joined adult choir although it meant almost my entire sunday is gone, a resolve to somewhat dedicate my wkends to family and God, and much more. in just this short 2 months since sch started it already felt like a few mths and i could hardly rmb the start of it.
i'm glad that time is slower than what i've felt. for after this year school life will be over, how sad. you'll never know the true meaning of work-life balance until you feel the difference it makes in your life.at least after my priorities have changed, i don't think i've regretted any of my decisions i've made so far. and i feel that my life is standing on a solid rock than some shaky sandy foundation that results in me going with the flow of time and society.
that being said, my balance now is really balanced, im like out almost every night this wk! i think to most pharmacy student it's kind of NOT balanced cos it's crazy to do so with our workload haha! not only nights but some afternoons are pretty slack too gosh!i barely did anything today! when i think of what i have next week i kind of know im in deep shit but aiya who cares. not cancelling any of my appts. somehow everything will work out ok ultimately!=D
and i just have to write down an impt lesson i've learnt last week, that the extent of our forgiveness is not solely based on God's love but also on the extent to which we were forgiven. Just think of the bountiful grace of God and His mercy is writing off ALL your wrongdoings and sins although we're such unworthy people. Surely we can forgive pple who annoy us and make us angry again and again because that's what God forgives us for, us unrepentant people who sins again and again and again against Him. So before you throw the stone at somebody, examine yourself first. impt note to self(:
+ val-* @ 10:34 PM