a wave of homesickness overpowered me as i drove to school.
with fyp and all, sch is a place that really turns me off like crazy.
my lab is just right outside my zen spot so now i dont even feel like studying at my zen spot.
u town sb is so flooded nowadays i gave up wanting to study there.
the only motivation that propels me to do work now is deadlines.
and im not really even yielding to them.
i havent started a single thing on my presentation on sat except to open ppt and key in the content page.
i haven't started studying for PT.
that means i havent touched anything that's due after recess wk. pray hard i survive this wk 1st.
and now, home is the only comfort with my piano and my spacious living room and i just feel like nuaing there all day long. even doing work at home is more pleasant.
but alas, also not very productive. who cares now. it's my last year and other than the yr to really pia, it's actually the yr to really enjoy uni life before i pia for my entire lifetime.
although the stress does get to me but i just feel stress and do nothing LOL.
actually i feel happier now that i kan de kai really(:
now that we are really at the crossroads, i think it's time to be enlightened before it's too late. maybe it's time to pick up something new. dont know what yet but i'll see how!
after saying all these, im going to start studying PT. HAHA so much for all these bs.
at least i think i can stomach the studying better now that im in a better mood.
+ val-* @ 10:10 PM