sigh. no mood to study for exams. there i am slacking like shit for RM and comm med, but i finally could settle down and write out the notes for PT. hope i can pull up my PT grades. anw the CA grades just came out for comm med and it's not bad, maybe i should really focus on it, cos i realised they can really test quite alot for mcq and i haven't really studied it super well yet.
and i've been feeling very happy recently. no marks for guessing why haha. God's hands are so amazing! i keep asking myself what did i do to deserve all this, but grace is never about getting what you deserve but getting more than what you deserve. as fallen humans the only thing we deserve is death and punishment, but a God so loving and kind show us mercy and grace when we turn to Him. With all these within His control, sometimes i really chide myself for worrying about the smallest of things. He who made the heavens and the earth, would definitely know what is best for us and will guide us. Whoever who turns to Him will see hope in their lives despite the sadness and unfairness in this fallen world. It's all about a personal r/s with Him, to trust in Him, to seek Him, to ask Him to be your guide in life. Never mind the looks and criticism of others, what we do is only accountable to Him and no others.
+ val-* @ 11:59 PM