speaking to some of them, i really see a very different side to their crazy and fun loving selves! although they're all younger than me but all very mature and pretty young ladies at heart:D will definitely miss them alot alot!!

DDC today was a different experience haha. dont think there will be any pictures to upload, but i did enjoy myself too!in a different way though! didn't really know alot of people, but they make an effort to talk to me at least(: and of course to fool around with some of the older (as in joined earlier) members that i knew when i joined! quite fun la overall haha.

i feel very contradicted now. very very extremely upset but then i'll recover and feel happier and question alot of things and then i feel angry and then resigned, then i'll feel better and happier and now im okay. at least throughout this period it's made me more convicted of what i truly want, and i must think of ways to balance my emotions!



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