seriously hooked onto running man. today morning i went to sch with the determination of studying quite abit for dfd, and sure enough i finished all the SDLs.sure made me complacent man. after 5hours of serious studying, i head home to reward myself with
anyway, 4yrs of my uni life just came to an end ytd. actually i dont know what to feel, sad that i have no friends?haha not sure why pple like to say that but i guess it's just how to define friends right?and how many you want haha. but then again maybe i've grown to be a little more weary/wary. that close friends really wont be by ur side forever. in life there's always pple who come and go. it's like until now people like samantha still has a very high weightage in my heart, but i dont meet her very often now to be honest. ahwells. i guess it's not a long run thing but whether you have someone you can confide to at the very moment you're feeling upset about sth? bah why isn't there one in my life? not guy, but a girl because guys just think differently. but i am still appreciative to everyone around me who has tolerated my bluntness (sucks to be you) and straightforward comments, i ain't very tactful but sincerity 100% okay hahaha. yes i need to change, but sometimes in life im just so sick of being diplomatic and fake. and it's something that i see more and more often when i growup. yes the adult world, and im not looking fwd to it. because you trust less and less and maybe you might even lose yourself along the way. need to relook my principles and make sure i hold fast to them when i enter the working arena. of course not without fully reflecting what i really want 1st because that's going to be my fate for a long long time...
+ val-* @ 1:08 AM