Thursday, August 9, 2012
this space is getting really neglected!
in any case, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!:DDDD
you don't know how much i'm looking forward to this break.
it's better than wkends cos i do work on wkends unfortunately.
haven't woken up past8 in a loooooooooooooong while.
and yesterday was my bdae!really thankful for great day ytd, somehow everything was pretty pleasant yesterday. cant say the same for the day before but better than nothing!
my life is so super boring now. there's really like 101 people i want to meet but work is really weighing me down. really dislike it D: now i have to squeeze my wkends out for them, and i feel bad to my family at the same time for not spending enough time with them. at least i reserve my sundays for them now.
okay i dont even know what to say here cos there's really nothing to my life! except incessant complaints about my work which i shall not say here. but it's really crazy, although i wouldnt say i don't enjoy it except for the long hours and the stress. okay, gotta do work, at least i got to wake up at 11 and slack till now today(:
+ val-* @ 3:26 PM
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Wednesday, August 1, 2012
I'm not really the kind to complain about hardships.
Yes, i may whine, i may rant a little, but i am still very willing to work hard and persevere and to do my best.
But i feel like i cant do it anymore, too much is expected.
Not only work, but in all aspects of my life.
Work has made me tougher, we all stand united and work hard together and survive because of each other.
The external world is however, unfeeling.
Now, everyone that is kind to me really makes my day alot alot alot more bearable.
Because everyone who is not kind to me, still expects me to be kind to them.
And i'm too tired to even feel angry, just very very angsty and tired.
+ val-* @ 12:12 AM
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