one week of DI has passed and im dismayed at my poor DI skills. i don't know what's wrong but next week i'll know.

anyway, life's been good. i still go home late because of other stuff but at least it's not work. i feel like slacking very very much. the more im pushed to work, the stronger the urge becomes.

and i think i have a lot to learn. i hate it when im asked to do something and then pple superimpose their will on me. if you want it then you do it, don't drag me in. i regret very much doing something now cos i just cant stand it lying around just like that, ultra inefficient. on the flip side, i guess i have to be more accommodating since im still part of the team and not in charge. i can proudly say i already did my part to the best of my ability and whatever happens now is none of my concern and i need to convince myself about it. because the world is unjust and unfair, and i need to accept it when it's out of my control.

+ val-* @ 7:04 PM

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