When we focus our thoughts on ourselves and how inadequate we feel, or what others think about us and how we're performing, we cast a shadow of doubt in our minds by blocking the light of God's Truth in our hearts.
But we were not designed to block the light. We were created to live in the Light by focusing on what God thinks about us instead of what we think about ourselves. 

-God-fidence- 

 I think that's what i precisely need to remind myself now. Being in where i work now casts shadows of doubts on my abilities and passion; everyday i feel my inadequacy -- especially today during viva. Yeah maybe i'm too critical on myself, i think everyone fared about the same. but im just thinking, what if this was really a real patient? what if this person is really someone i love and am close to? To make so many mistakes and let so many things go when it could have been better, i just couldn't convince myself that it's okay AS LONG AS I PASS. This is not acceptable at work -- and this is the motto at my workplace. not acceptable, i think i've been hearing this alot since i start work, although it's getting lesser. i hope one day i can perform at the acceptable level. for my patients, for God.

Step one towards focusing my goals in the right direction. To shine for God at my workplace, to give my best to patients.

+ val-* @ 9:51 PM

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