met up with kaye ytd(:
well, after not seeing her since she left for US (and only once with chunyim and mandy when she was back), i felt thrilled and yet also a little apprehensive meeting her. supposed to meet on a tue where i have nth and we cld chit chat for hours, but she could only meet on wed where i supposedly have dance at 830pm, but i end work at 5 so i thought that was still pretty alright. In the end there was still like 100+ pts at 5pm and i was pretty sure i cldnt leave. i was still thinking might as well since maybe we wouldn't have that much to talk about anw. but something just compelled me to reject the offer of OT and i left sharply at 5pm.
it turned out to be the best decision ever.
honestly i kind of forgot how the meeting was initiated. we met anw, in crowded ion but seeking for quiet places to chill and chit chat. eventually settled for the pork katsu place in the basement (nv bothered rmbing the name) and tea loft, which was really conducive for chatting. in fact, we were stuck on an "exciting" topic that made me miss my dance class timing totally haha. (my dance friends happily told me after that they thought i fainted in some unknown location silly girls!)
sometimes, fate is a really weird thing. you find it in places you would least expect. but in any case, most appreciated most of the time haha.
another thing i realised is, as stupid you feel your emotions or actions are, there're prob 13049824 other persons on earth who probably feels or behaves the same ways as you do. so IT'S PERFECTLY OKAY dont be too harsh on yourself.
"i rmb, the page i drew flowers on. and i wrote, life is a bed of roses. and you wrote, they will die. and while i was going to frown, your next line will stay with me forever. BUT IT'S OKAY, GROW NEW ONES."
+ val-* @ 10:41 PM