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Friday, November 8, 2013

These few weeks, somehow got me pondering whether i wanted to stay where i am or move on.
i don't know what made me feel that way, maybe all alone it had been a delicate balance and just in these 6 months there were changes that tilted the scale just ever slightly such that i wavered in my decision.

there were many thoughts put into the struggle again this time, but i, follow my heart. somehow there is this nagging that tells me to stay, although i very much want to go over as well. i can't explain it, since both sounds as if it was a decision of the heart rather than the mind. i guess i finally know today.

i have great colleagues. they are really the most awesome bunch of colleagues i can ask for. and happen that someone was just not around; it made my return from retail so much more awesome and peaceful and without hypocrisy lingering in the air. and with all this, i am really thankful to be right here right now.

of course, in the course of the 2 weeks, i did think very much of what i want to do. actually when portfolio or money is out of the equation as it is for me now, i actually can find things that i enjoy doing midst the mundane routine of work.

so there it is. i hope this lasts me 6 months again. i don't really like to have to reconsider everything again haha.


+ val-* @ 12:17 AM

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Saturday, November 2, 2013

i have a sudden realisation that i keep record of my life more closely with the use on instagram. one pic really says everything, compared to posting an entire album full of photos. that's what it means by a pic says a thousand words.

anw, i feel like my life is starting to pick up now, but on some other ways there is still the mundane feeling. not really a bad thing i guess. afterall, we all have the inertia to change more often than not.

also, i think i discovered a love for teaching. not really teaching, but to share what i know. it may not be 100% correct, not that i know everything, but the little bits and pieces of information that i gained i would love to share it! it pleases me that people learn something new as well! very gratifying! and personally, i gain from sharing too, because without a passion for the subject, you wouldn't share as much. and from the sharing, it spurs me to think even more about what im going to share, triggering questions that i've never thought of or took it for granted. so i think sharing is 100% gain for both parties:D


+ val-* @ 11:00 PM

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