having many dilemmas in life now.
many things that made me think twice where i am now,
many things that made me want to escape reality,

yet, i could feel God's guidance in it.
there are about just as many things that made me really thankful for where i am now,
just as many things that touch my heart and cry for joy.

i'm just a step from peace, that is, to be closer to God,
yes closer to God each day.

just a few notes to jolt my memory next time:
1) a peaceful family; cold on the outside, really warm on the inside
2) awesome friends. awesome is so overused and cliche, but what could describe how lovely my darling friends are? you, you, you, you, and many more yous, you put the smile on my face.
3) a great mentor i really respect. i feel really blessed and honoured to learn from you, especially for the topics i really like. and i would love to learn from you all my work life, if im privileged to do so.
4) how could i put God last again, (unfortunately to be absolutely honest i did again). cos God is the source of all these blessings.



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