haha sudden urge to post. last week was the week i knew this week is going to be hell crazy of a week. felt damn shitty and stressed last week in anticipation of this week. but somehow, the stress was just enough to motivate me. i was ranting yes, but come on im just complaining, not like im saying i cant do it. like seriously everything just came together at the same time.

anyway, cos i was feeling stressed and knowing that i have a lot to prepare for this week, i had the motivation every night to do some work. bit by bit, i actually managed to do accomplish quite a bit! such that this week is quite...slack. hahahahaha. being floor manager wasn't that bad. i wasn't even really really stressed out most of the time cos im like heckkkkkkkk, as long as i do what i can, the rest not up to me. i dont really care that much abt hitting the waiting time, i rather it lower so that i can escape being fm hahaha. it's only when pple do nothing and say i can do better that i really want to slap their faces.

and the acc meeting, i was well-prepared for too. did 4 cases although i said i would only clerk 2. enough said. and glf today was ok, but the clinical interrogation is tmr, and so not prepared?! but nvm la it's ok heckkkkk.

AND i actually managed to watch my fair lady today which was really really awesome!!!!! super worth it! wootssss!love the songs and i thought the cast was not bad!!

i hope the week gets better!although i actually have more things to do this wk although i've alr cleared some, but nvm step by step!

as i always say, i have my life man. i have work-life balance totally. just lack sleep only xD

+ val-* @ 12:41 AM

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It's already nearing the end of feb. somehow time seemed to fly these 2 months. before i knew it, many things had happened and many new things started for the new year.

Work, however, is weighing on me. I feel contradicted inwardly when i get more and more things to do. One is that part of me is hardworking, and does look to the positive that having more work means more prospect and more opportunities and new things to see and learn and do. but at the same time, i don't really want to do work outside of work hours, and slog my life for nth much in the end (if you get what i mean).

Next week's gonna be hell week, but it seems like complaining about it is a sin. ohwells. whatever people say. at least one thing that really comforts me, is that the Lord is my strength(:

+ val-* @ 8:12 PM

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